Dream 4-18?-09

It was night and I was walking up a neighborhood street with a tennis court to my right. The lights were on and there were several highschool or a little older aged  kids in there. I noticed thed was red paint all over the grass between me and the tennis courts. I reached down and got the red all over my hand and at that same time a car passing by came really close to me. In jest I slapped the back of the car with my messy hand and hoped they would think it was blood. One of the kids came out of the tennis courts and picked up a brush sopped with the red paint. He threw it at the next passing car. The driver got pissed off and whipped a U. He stopped his car on the side of the street, got out and pointed a gun at the kid. I think he a had one or two guys with him and they all looked kind of like gang members. He shot the kid and as the kid’s friends ran up to try and fight them they got gunned down too. I thought they’d think I was one of the kids and shoot me too, so I dropped down into the deep grass and played dead. They saw me and ran up to where I was and put the pistol to my head. “What’s up?” they asked me. Realizing they knew I wasn’t dead I acted like I just woke up. “Nothin’ I was just sleeping here,” taking my chance I quickly grabbed the barrel of the gun forcing it off my forehead. I got up and manged to get my finger behind the trigger. I think I was successful in discharging all the rounds thus disarming him. Then I woke up.

Dream 9-3-08

9-3-08

I think I fell down the stairs in the “New Room” at mom and dad’s. I landed weird and broke my wrist. Only this was no normal break – my hand broke completely off. I held my hand on by matching the bones up until I got some help. I don’t remember much pain, just the freaky feeling of making sure it was matched up so it could begin healing the right way. I also remember thinking ‘Well, I’ve finally broke a bone! I’. It didn’t take it long to begin healing. I think within hours I was able to move all my fingers. I remember looking at the weird way the skin came together at the cut.

(Today -in real life – I read this story at FOXNEWS.COM:

BAKERSFIELD, Calif. -  Investigators are puzzled by the death of two pre-teen siblings whose skeletons were found in a California storage unit.

Investigators said Tuesday that dental records identified them as Victor and Tricia Reyes (RAY’-ess). They had been dead for two to four years when the discovery of a severed hand last month led detectives to search a Derrell’s Mini Storage unit in Bakersfield.

But authorities don’t know how they died.

A coroner says they appeared to be 10 or 11. Police say that their mother died this year of a drug overdose and that their father lives in Mexico.

Investigators say that the woman’s other children were known to child welfare officials but that she hid the other two from authorities.

My emphasis added.)

Dreams 8-11-95 – 9-9-05

8-11-95 It was night, I think me Wes and Aric were in Steamboat. Then we saw a bus coming. It was Nall Avenue! They all came out of the bus and I found Meredith. I went up and hugged her. .. . I remember (Dick? Vick?) getting mad at church. … I remember dad burning a hot dog until it was totally black & I scraped some of the black off with a knife.

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8-20-95 I was in some sort of secret operation, like a spacecamp thing or something. I had got to know this girl real good, she said she was a Christian. Then one day I found out she was an Iraqi spy. We captured her and locked her up. I went up to her and said “There’s one thing I want to know, are you really a Christian?” And I can’t remember her answer.

End

8-21-95 Mom was outside in the snow and it was stormy. I was in mom & dad’s room and she was calling me out to help her roll up a bunch of sleeping bags. … I was at the back of the COuntry General and Aric was showing me a weird bow. It was night and the store was closed. All the lights were off except a couple in back. ….. I was playing some of my music real loud in a neighborhood and I was walking down the street or an ally and I could still hear it.

End

8-22-95 School had started and I was in Science. For some reason I had my Transformers there at school. We had this dork for a teacher and he told me to throw them away, that they were junk. I said no and he said why and I said I was going to be a cartoonist when I grew up and that the Transformers were some of Hannah-Barbara’s best cartoons. He laughed at me and said “Hannah Barbara, huh?” Then I thought about telling Mr. Feight about his lack of respect for my goal in life. ….. Then I was at the Village Inn (different than ours in real life) and I remembered I had to call mom. I called and she was listening to Arrowsmith (?) real loud. Aric could hear it from his seat. Then mom asked to speak to Brandon.

End

8-25-95 Dad had this thing on his neck and he told me to just cut it off.

End

8-26-95 Several times I had to go pee SO BAD! And when I did it was a huge load. Then when I wok up this morning I had to pee so bad it hurt!

End

9-11-95 I dreamt they made Star Trek Generations II The Enterprise got sucked backed together somehow. ……. We got back from somewhere and found out Smokey got into a trash can. I picked him up and brought him to the kitchen where we had the 10 commandments. I showed him which one he broke.

End

9-16-95 I remember fighting two dogs in Curtis’ yard…… I signed a few girl’s yearbooks and I drew a picture in one. Then Courtney asked me to sign her yearbook and draw a picture in it. It seems like we were in a gym. As I signed she leaned her head on my shoulder.

End

9-24-95 I gave Courtney a card that said “Lean on me” later she gave me a card that said “Thank you for the “Lean on me” card”.

End

11-28-96 Let’s see, something about me not painting the backdrop for the First Baptist plays then finding out Wes was in it & I was wanting to paint it today.  Then I was out in the front yard with Shannon (Pratt) and Justin. I had a wig that looked like Amy Cashion’s hair. I had it on when Jennifer Eggers came out and was complaining about having to work or something. She left and then Shannon was saying something about hitting her tongue on Justin’s teeth. I said something like “Me too-like this” (We were on the ground) I leaned over to tap her teeth with my tongue and then all the sudden we started frenching. Then all the sudden I was in this small adobe house- I think it was in Mexico. I was in my underwear and went next door to get a hot-dog & then went across the dirt street & into another adobe house. I came in and said “Watch out naked man comin’ in” Behind a curtain I heard Andrea Matson yelling at me. ALL THE SUDDEN John Candy was by a lake (Still in Mexico) the day was cloudy. He was in a police suit or something. He was talking to a police officer when he turned around and saw a garbage truck backing in & falling in to the lake. “I can’t believe what I’m seeing!” He yelled as the other officer pushed him into the water, since John Candy was fat-he floated good- the officer gave him a push and he floated out…I saw a mountain behind the lake. The sky was black and the mountain looked like a cartoon – ALL THE SUDDEN I was at home. Mom, Dad and Wes were watching the Bronco game. I was riding a bike in the house. I asked them how could that mountain be like that. I started to watch the game while they took their attention off to talk. I saw a Bronco receiver jump real high to catch a pass and when he came down his head lodged into the ground. It looked like he would have broke his neck  & died but he got up(with helmet in ground) and walked off. “Did you see that?” I yelled at dad. The news showed a flash of this happening to a guy who fell off a building and it killed him.

End

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1-22-01 I dreamt me, Wes Josh and Jared (maybe Jesse) went to World Harvest and the pastor was preaching along. I wasn’t really listening but all the sudden I realized he just said “We’re going to bark in the spirit” The whole church started to sort of growl & then bark. I looked at Josh and Jared and [Josh] Jared rolled his eyes. Oh yeah, then I remember I (&mom & Wes??) were on the top of the “funny looking building” in Denver. I saw a little hotwheel truck and kicked it off the side. (It was night) Then I was like -oh no-that could kill someone.

6-19-01 One of my many dreams last night I was riding with John in his jeep @ night. In his messy jeep I found this huge conglomeration of remotes. Stereo, TV, VCR, DVD…whatever. On it was a little clear plastic box with a spring mechanism inside…a game? When John realized I found it, he confessed he took it from Josh C. He then made a comment about my shaved head-something about Josh and I being bald.

6-19-01 Well it’s like 4:54 right now so I’ve almost totally forgot this dream. The school year started and all of us that have quit Campus Crusade were there at the 1st meeting of the year. There were tons of new people. Seems like we were trying to get people to “defect” to our new group.  ….. Then I was here at the J House but the upstairs had 4 bedrooms and I was moving over to the Northeast one. I remember thinking that after I moved then I would have been in every bedroom in the house(was there a basement??)

12-3-01 (I have my hair dyed black right now) I dreamt I had antibiotic cream all over my hands while I was fixing my hair and it dyed my hair blond really well- so I had this frosted look- it was cool.

1-15-02 It seems like I had just got back (to Craig?) from Christmas (in Denver?) break and it was Sat & Sun before I had to go back to school. It was clouded over and dark. Darin had come over to see Wes. For some reason I had these punk friends. I don’t think they were Christians. They were in a band and somehow I volunteered to sing back up vocals for them. Their show was a loooooooong ways away (Salt Lake?) and we were going to go and be back Sunday. I asked them to wait real quick while I ran and repacked my bag. Mom & Dad were OK with it and even smiled as I left. Their car was small like a hatchback. We got going only Darin & Wes decided to follow us in Darin’s Maxima. I remember we stopped in a mountain range in a canyonish area. There was some sort of war or spiritual activity going on. A skeleton ran over toward us and I hit it in the back. When it hit the ground it busted apart. I picked up an arm and found out it was plastic. I heard a girl say something like Why’d you do that? We continued on our journey and I met Jennie and Josh at (Jeni’s parent’s house? but not in Denver) We all had pizza together.

9-30-02 I dreamt I was flying an F-16 over Grand Junction. I think there was a pilot in the back seat guiding me because I gunned it over the city and he said I wasn’t supposed to do that-I should wait until we’re over an unpopulated area-so I flew over the Monument.

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dreams

2-14-03 I dreamt I was [skateboarding?] and these little teenagers kept trying to trip me up. They had this blow-up figure that they could blow up real fast. When I came by they would blow it up in front of me to try to scare me. I was never even startled by it and finally decided I was tired of it. I took the closet kid and threw him onto a car. They all got scared and left me alone.

2-15-03 I [we] lived in this sort of house, more like a small office type building and it seems like it was at the/an airport. We had a space shuttle parked outside alongside our own cars. I remember thinking I need to go take a picture of it while we still have it parked out there. Then we had this little remote control space shuttle that was constantly circling the parking lot. I laid down on my stomach along it’s track and somehow propelled myself and then chased it.

10-13-03 We  got a new poodle to replace Smokey. He looked almost just like him only more like a poodle. We were teaching him tricks like Smokey used to do and he seemed to be learning  to give me “five”.

Then there was a huge black widow in the new room. It’s butt was the size of a golf ball. I was like “Wes! Go get your blow gun!!” But he wouldn’t, and instead started poking it with his finger. It didn’t move. So then I poked it and my finger sunk into it’s back and we killed it.

10-15-03 I was with Mom & Dad eating at a place like Johnny Carino’s. Dad had gotten a new job as something like a state patrolmen at the mine. He was telling us about  some guy that he pulled over. I was watching the waitresses. One got off to go home while another was left by herself to wait all these tables and she was pissed.

10-16-03 Wes was in the new room playing a video game and I was playing my music on the stereo. I had my music really loud but when mom & dad went to bed I turned it halfway down. After like half an hour I realized this was still way too loud and turned it down to like 10 percent. It still seemed really loud and finally I went back to see how loud it was by their room. When I got back there it was still really loud and mom was in bed with the light on. I asked her if she could hear the stereo and she said yes. I felt really bad.

10-17-03 I was at work although the place was set up different. It was dark (rainy?) outside and we didn’t  have any lights on in the store. It was just Annette, Molly & me.  The there was some young guy on our self serve and we had my CD playing. It was a Christian CD and it said something about Jesus or something and the guy repeated it and laughed.

10-23-03 Benson and I went to Boston’s to hang out only when we got there it looked more like a pavillion at a park. We got seated and then all the sudden tons of high schoolers started coming in. It was like a graduation party for Fruita Monument. Benson got up to go to the bathroom and never came back. The place was so packed with high schoolers I think I was the only one there not from Fruita Monument. Eric Knoche was there as a waiter and I talked to him for a minute. Then a band started playing  on the stage. It was a band of fellow HS students. I looked over to my right where the concrete ended and the grass started. There was a kid there who looked like the kind of kid that no one likes but he thinks he’s really cool. He had his own guitar and amp and started to play. There was a teacher next to him that told him to stop. Then the lead guitarist up on stage’s guitar quit working. I happened to be right where all their cords hooked up to the sound system. A teacher was trying to help figure out what was wrong. I offered to let them use my guitar cord but I told them it was broken too.

10-25-03 I guess I worked at some sort of hotel/motel. I was in a room cleaning? There was a knock on the outside door and when I opened it there was a 10 year old kid there and he said “You suck” and then tried to come in. I said “Ut unh,” and wouldn’t let him come in. Then his brother about 15 came up and insulted me as well; I wouldn’t let him in either. Then their dad came and he was nice to me so I let them in. I was showing them the room and then I looked up into a tank near the high ceiling  above the shower. Through a square window I could see raw sewage. It was so gross and I was like ‘Ut oh, better flush that’. While they weren’t looking I flushed it. ……. I remember Naomi (over at our house in Craig?) She was frazzled and looked different and was rambling about something.

10-26-03 Last night in real life I drank a whole bottle of champagne so I was a little drunk this morning in my sleep. In my dream a bunch of us including Wes and Jesse had a new apartment. It looked inside a bit like Rhonda & Jesse’s new place but I have no idea where it was. We were just getting stuff moved in. (I think this part was a t the end of a previous dream that had something  to do with driving in a car with a whole bunch of people) Anyway, I think it was morning. and I was still feeling drunk. I went on a bike ride with Rhonda & Jesse. We went up 1st street and all around somewhere I can’t remember. Then we came down 12th street (all the sudden it was like sunset) I had a hard time stopping and I skidded because I was a little drunk. Then Jesse and I tried to race off the line. When we got across 12th we were on a grassy slope and it was the middle of a sunny day. We stopped to talk at (I think a stone table) and I remember Rhonda came around to my side. Then I walked around behind her. Then we got back on our bikes and went up the grassy slope. I saw a green rag on the ground that I knew was ours from our place.

10-27-03 Right when I woke up I remembered so much but then it all slipped away. All I can remember was (watching TV?) and there was this reality show on, now I can’t even remember the plot of the show. There was this pool at this mansion. There was a black chick floating on an air mattress and a white chick laying on a towel or chair beside the pool. Suddenly a tiger came through the gate toward them. The black chick saw the tiger coming she sat up and screamed. The white chick who was tanning in a fluorescent green bikini jumped out of her chair and ran from the tiger. Somehow the tiger got ahold of both of them and basically laid them over and hugged them and that was it…

10-28-03 Wes was quitting Pizza Hut for a better job. I remember he had done a stint at Applebee’s and I was wishing I had worked there. Somewhere in my dreams I blew out the back tire on my bike again and I was PISSED off.

10-29-03 I was in a Christian bookstore I think. I saw this guy wearing a Circle of Dust shirt and I said “Circle of Dust! Rock on!” He said he hadn’t really heard them that a friend gave him the shirt. He said it was weird he hadn’t heard them considering he knew all the guys. I was like “You KNOW them?” He was like yeah and listed their names. I was like you know Buka and Level and all of them? He was like Buka yeah…Level? And I said Dan Levler? And he was like Oh yeah, Dan Levler. I was like, dude, you should check out Dan Lever’s stuff, Level. It is the best music, BAR NONE! Then I met some other kids but I gave that guy my card so we could stay in contact.

10-30-03 For some reason I felt like I wanted to nail down a window on my computer screen. So I started driving a nail right into my monitor screen. It went in without breaking the screen but it sent up an error message. I felt like maybe I shouldn’t have done that. …There were these (tour guides?) and at the end they pretended to fall down this steep slope/cliff. But I could tell they were just dummies sliding down the mountain. Then I was one of them and we spoke in Aussie accents. It was just 3 of us then 2 of us and we went into this cave and followed this alien for a while….

11-7-03 I was being chased by some “bad guys”. I was up on Horizon (I think maybe I was in the Adam’s Mark?) They had been chasing me for a while. Then I think I was on a Harley trying to run from them in cars. I remember trying to plot which way to go. I went through the Pizza Hut parking lot but it was where Burger King is.

11-9-03 I can’t remember the sequence at all. I remember leaving a neighborhood with mom, dad & Wes like we were evacuating. I remember we had little bags with baby birds? in them. I think we were packed up in an old Cadillac? Before that I remember trying to get a mouse or a gerbil out of a cage and thinking I needed to grab his tail. I remember being  the garage or basement of a house (supposedly the J House?) and someone…it was that black lady, the oracle from the Matrix Revolutions, was telling me to paint a trashcan a certain color but I said no, because the current color (dark green) matched the trim of the house. But of course the house now has white trim. Then later, Wes and I were getting our last things before evacuating our house (mom & dad were outside waiting) Then we looked into the hills (because there was no wall on that side of the house) (it was night) and we saw lava or fire coming toward us. A crack glowing orange was coming right for us, we had less time than we thought. We grabbed a few last things. I grabbed a stuffed  bag that had my cell phone clipped to it and we ran for the car.

11-10-03 I was at the mall and saw that girl that was at Tami’s party (in real life dressed as a Hooters girl and I have seen her once eating at Red Robin and once working there) she was working at a Keosk and I thought, jee she has a lot of jobs. ……I was with Amber in her truck. She had a full size, extended cab Dodge Ram. It was dark green and she was hauling 2 big ranch water tanks. We were just sitting there talking at the top of this hill (Sort of like up by First Baptist in Craig) Then we decided to go and started driving down this street. This girl in a small car pulled out in front of us and Amber came close to hitting her. We both were driving down the left side of the road. I thought it was some punk kid and then realized it was a cute girl. She pulled into the house right across the street from where we were pulling in. We saw some guy that I think Amber told me was Joel’s dad.

11-11-03 I was living in a duplex I think. It was raining outside. I looked out the window and saw Star Murry coming. She just walked in the front door. We talked for a while.

11-13-03 I was in the New Room but I think it was Josh Cunningham’s house. There was a dry erase board hanging over the TV on the east wall. It rolled down like a projector screen. I started drawing something on it but Josh gave me a look like I shouldn’t do that. Then Wes was copying me and started drawing this little skeleton guy all over everything (the sides of videos, etc.) Courtney was there and wherever Wes drew that she wrote “Never did interest me”. It seemed like she was referring to a famous basketball player though.

11-14-03 I was on some street corner when I met some famous guy…I can’t remember who he was…Ben Stiller? Matt Damon? Ben Afleck? Anyway, he needed a ride somewhere and was offering me a tip. I couldn’t take him. Then I told him that my brother met Billy Bob Thorton and Billy Bob gave him a $100 tip. He sort of laughed and said “Here” and showed me a dollar. …… I was swimming in a public pool with Drew Barrymore. She had a nice body and was wearing a pink bikini. The pool was kind of nappy.  As she climbed out she showed off her body. Then she got into the kiddie pool. She turned into a big fat chick. There was little to no water left in the kiddie pool. I went over there to join her but she was stupid and she farted toward the drain. I was like EWWW! And went to dive back in the big pool. I jumped really high and dove in all the way to the bottom and hit my head. I woke up holding my breath.

11-24-03 I remember being “intimate” with Audra. Then I was in this sort of basement/dorm area with Jesse. We were on a reality show and the camera crew or whatever wanted us to pretend like we were just waking up. My bed was right next to Jesse’s and we were laughing about something. Then I was in a stairwell of a big building and was headed out to the woods. There was a report of a sighting of the Sasquatch.  When I got out there it was pretty dark, but then I saw him running from my right. He had this corny look on his face and was wearing a bull horn helmet (like a viking). Then somebody (a news cameraman?) told me that was their fake one to try and scare out the real one. It’s fading now, but I’m pretty sure I saw the real one running through the trees.

12-14-03 Seems like I was in an abandoned parking garage or maybe at a construction site. Molly was there and some how both of us ended up in our underwear. She had a blue bra and panties. For some reason we were at a point of being completely truthful with each other and she was almost at tears and looked me in the eyes and said “Josh, you’re SO perfect” like she had wanted me for a long time and now because of something I can’t remember she was letting it all out. I hugged her.

12-16-03 Felicia and I made up. So I ended up at her family’s house and she was giving me a tour of the house. It was real early in the morning and her parents were still in bed. For some reason we went into her parent’s room and walked by the sides of the bed and I felt real awkward. Then she showed me her sister’s room and it was painted purple. I said “purple” and made a face.

1-12-04 It seems like I was traveling with someone and had to stop at this school for some reason. I think it was a middle school but someone told me it was Grand Junction High School. Whoever I was with went with me to a locker room and we, or just me changed and then they went somewhere else. I changed in some blue Pajamas but I thought they passed as workout clothes. I put my stuff into a locker and some sequins or something fell out on the floor. Then I had to go to the bathroom. I spent the rest of the dream wandering around this small school. I kept coming back to the locker room which was in a way joined to the band room. Once I found the front office and as I passed by a guy my age working the desk said “Josh”. I stopped and I faintly recognized him but couldn’t place him. He had long hair and said something to me. I was like “Where do I know you from? Is it Pizza Hut?” No he said. “High school?” I saw some of the kids look at me. I think he said yes to that. Then I continued down the halls. I passed by a teacher who saw my sequins on the floor and she said something like “Who made the mess?”. A few more times through the locker room but I never did find the bathroom.

1-19-04 I came to work on my “Monday” and I noticed we had a new computer with a new register. (It was normal that our registers had computers). It was CopyCopy but my boss was Dan from Pizza Hut. Then all the sudden I realized they annexed the building next to us which was a library. They let the lobby area stay the library with their own computers and then we had more computers for us in the back. I was confused and aggravated as to which were ours. Seems like mom & dad and Wes were there…

2-2-04 All I remember is looking up at the inside of the dome of White Hall. It was much bigger and was quite an attraction.

2-4-04 I was hanging out with this old guy who just retired. He was sad because now he didn’t know what to do with his life. We were sort of in his driveway and garage. He had lots of cool stuff, like a record/ 8track/ tape/ multi-disc CD player. I asked him if he had seen About Schmidt and he said yes. I told him there was still hope of having fun in life.

2-8-04 I was at a retreat (I don’t think it was necessarily a Christian retreat). All the guys there were dressed in the latest fashion. They all had long shaggy hair, dirty pants, etc. I had been talking with some girls (Deidre and Erika?) and I held a particular stance in an argument. They were really trying to convince me. Ashton Kercher was there and overheard the argument. So he took me aside to try to explain it to me. It was like we were buds. I remember I put my arm around his shoulders and we were walking around the room. He was really tall and it almost felt like I was hanging off his side. We came around to an area where some dudes were playing hackey sack but with a bouncy ball. This one guy and girl were talking and Aston stopped and asked if he could butt into their conversation and then asked if the guy if he agreed with his point. The guy said yes. The bouncy ball flew toward Ashton and he kicked it back into their game.

2-12-04 I was hanging with a bunch of friends out at this house in the country. We were going to do a demolition derby I think. Jarrod Jeffery (from High School) got into a little bitty Toyota and started to drive real fast around the yard area (it was like all sage brush). About that time somebody was coming in the front gate in another small vehicle. Jarrod T-Boned him and his truck flipped upside down. Me and everyone else out there were freaked out and didn’t know what to do. We wouldn’t call 911 because we thought we would get in trouble. Finally we went over there and for the longest time I couldn’t see either of the drivers. I think the 2^nd guy had already got out. Finally we pulled some wreckage out of the way and pulled Jarrod out. I guess he was OK. Then it was morning out at that house. Benson was pretending to be a big dog and chase me around the house, but he couldn’t catch me.

2-25-04 I was in this bed next to Molly and on the other side of her was Eliza Dushku. They were in like bed clothes and I was in my skivies like usual. We were talking about this Nicole Nordman CD  and I forgot she was Christian. Molly and Eliza liked the CD. When I looked at it I remembered it was Christian and I thought Eliza must be a Christian (I had no idea it was Eliza, just some hot girl)

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Dream Log

11-19-04 I think It was last Saturday when Benson and the Hawaiians were having a party and some freshman was disrespecting their house. They asked him to leave and on his way out he put his hand toward Fuey. Fuey thought he was going to punch him and so Fuey decked him in the face. The kid had to get like 12 stitches. Anyway, Benson lifted him up and brought him into the house so they could make sure he was OK. That same night (I had no idea any of this happened) I dreamt that Jeremy and I were moving into a house and we shared a room downstairs. It was night and we had some people over including Benson. We heard something and went upstairs (I think the electricity wasn’t on yet) to find two guys in beanies with sacks over their shoulders coming out of the kitchen  robbing us. Benson picked up one of the guys and threw him down the stairs. For some reason a whole bunch of people showed up outside like they thought we were having a party. Some older guy (like a Harley type guy) seemed to side with the robbers and was at the door like he was trying to make me/us leave. I said “Are you with the police?” he said no. I said, “Then I need you to leave” And so he and most of the people left but there were a lot of hot girls and we told them they could stay.

11-19-04 I think it was Wednesday when I had this dream (today is Friday) I was at this house with a bunch of friends (I think it was my house and maybe some of the others) Wes was there too. Somehow I knew we were all Christians and I think in some way we doing something for God or something. Well, about two thirds of us decided to go somewhere for a little while and a few stayed at the house, including Wes (It was night and I think the house was out near a forested area) We did whatever and then came back. Inside we found spray painted words on the walls. I can’t remember what the words were but I remember feeling that they were evil, like some satanists came and put them there. Then we walked into the room where the others were. Everything in the room had been turned upside down. The chairs, lamps, tables, etc. And the weirdest part was everyone in there was in some sort of hypnotic trance where they seemed to be asleep and they were upside down too. I remember looking at Wes, he was sort of in a tripod with his head and hands on the ground. I think all their bodies where in a seated position. I can’t remember, either we said something or they just came out of it, but the all came to. As they did, they fell out of the upside down stances. I remember the look of bewilderment on Wes’ face. He had no idea what had happened.

11-21-04 I dreamed I was at Diedre, Erika & Laura’s apartment and I got too tired to come to my apartment so they were going to let me sleep there. They gave me a couple of pillows to lay on. Then Laura said something that made Erika REALLY mad. I think that was all before the next dream. I was at some Door activity but we were all in a basketball arena up in like the second tear looking down on the court. I was sitting by Lawrence and Paul Watson. Paul had set up a special leadership team that Lawrence had joined and he was talking about places to have a meeting. Then I remember him saying “I mean, we could even catch a flight somewhere for 40 minutes(or miles?) and have the meeting on the plane. Fly to wherever and then back” I couldn’t believe he said that, so I said “That would be really expensive,” and he was like “Yeah, I guess it would be, that just shows I’m  not good with money”. Then we looked down to the court and the Denver Broncos started coming out only it sort of changed into a practice field. They had on the old blue helmets with the orange “D” I was like “All-right the good old school helmets,” Then some of he players had orange helmets with the “D”. Then it was like I was one of them or something. It was just a scrimmage but I guess there were some Raiders down there. One of the Broncos caught a pass and was running kind of toward me and one of the Raider guys (a big guy) went to tackle him. The Raiders was being dumb and didn’t wear a helmet. They collided head to head and the Bronco laid the Raider out and busted open his head. There was no blood but water was gushing out of his head. I thought that was really strange. I think I went over to look at it. It seemed like he already had a scar running from the back to the front of his scalp right across the top.

11-27-04 A night or two ago I was dreaming that I was trying to have lunch with Jessica Rayfield, but everywhere we went wasn’t working so we had to move like 3 times. I remember having to pee at one of the places and it was like that place behind the tennis courts at our house in Craig. It was night and the tennis court lights were on. I was trying to pee behind a tree so she wouldn’t see. One of the places it seems like she wasn’t even there but there was a cliff down to some (water?) or oil or something black and liquid. There was a tree branch or a log that over hung the cliff. Erika and someone else fell off the branch into the mud or oil or whatever and I ran or jumped down there to the side and reached in and pulled her out.

4-8-05 I was at a (motel?) hanging out with MxPx. I was asking Yuri  about “the punk beat”. He was telling me about some variations to it but then they had to go.

Then I dreamt Wes and Rebecca bought a house. It was really nice, like two stories and they were already all moved in.

7-12-05 I was a Canyon View Vineyard Church (maybe after working on the Vox? It was night) I heard some glass breaking and rounded to the front area. Around a corner I could see some kids picking up sticks and hitting rocks through a window. In the back of my head I  knew the church had a problem with the windows being broken out and now I was like “Ah ha, I caught them!” I noticed a ladder leading to the roof and they climbed up it. I decided to quietly follow them and see where they were going. They went into a window that was set back up there. As I came in I saw in the distance two kids and a taller guy that I had followed in. Then I heard a narrator (as if this was on the news and I could hear the reporter) He said something about them which was almost like him trying to convince me of something I didn’t want to believe. The taller guy was Curt Lincoln. Then they went into a bigger room where there was like a Young Life meeting going on. Then I saw Steven and maybe Amos and (Lawrence maybe??) And I decided to confront Curt. I guess I told him that I saw them doing that. Curt got kind of an annoyed “You don’t understand” look on his face. “You can’t turn these kids down [and scare them away from the Kingdom]” he shook his head like he knew I wouldn’t understand and walked away. I was just standing there thinking…wow, I have always thought Curt was like the perfect servant of God but after seeing this, I see he’s not perfect.”

Then I was here at the house getting ready for [the first day of school?] I was putting on some kind of nice clothes. I looked out my window and there were three cows just lounging around in our backyard. I looked over and noticed the fence on the southside had been knocked down. I was annoyed and told Amos.

9-8-05  For some reason I was in this guy’s hotel room. He was having problems with his computer and I felt compelled to help him. I vaguely remember hearing someone on somebody’s cell phone; they were so pissed off and yelling that I could hear them a couple of feet from the phone.

Then I was back in Hawaii. I was laying on the beach. In the news they were talking about the suns rays becoming more and more deadly. I and everyone around me knew it wasn’t much longer before the sun would be too harmful for us and we would need to completely avoid it. I was trying to soak up every last bit of it while I still could. I remember just sort of staring at a palm tree and the waves and thinking how perfect and beautiful it was. Then I looked over and noticed like a sort of enclosed tide pool and saw some dolphins in it.  I was thinking ‘Cool! I’m seeing dolphins in Hawaii!!’ . Then I saw a little kid riding one and thought, “I have got to go do that”.

9-9-05 I went home to Craig with Wes & Rebecca and we got Jason & Pam to come with us. I remember mom and I were trying to convince them to stay throughout the weekend but they were only going to stay a night. I remember thinking it was cool that they were meeting my parents cause I met theirs. Then we went down into the garage and dad and me and (Wes?) we playing keep away or something with the baseball. I remember mom and dad just being REALLY happy that we were there.

Then I was going on a trip some where I can’t remember but I was going to fly north. I was flying on these weird planes where there was a line of seats outside like on or under the wing and your feet just hung kind of like a rollercoaster seat. The planes were actually towed by really small little one person planes that pulled them like a tugboat and was only connected by a chain. I remember the captain or someone was saying the if the plane went down the guy in the little plane had no chance of surviving. Benson was the pilot of one of the little planes (either mine or someone elses’) Then we began take off. These planes were made to fly real low and so we never got real high off the ground. I was struggling the whole time to get my seatbelt on. There was like a cover over the seat back and I was trying to get under it to where my seat belt was.

Then I  was in a nice house that I’ve never seen before, but I knew it was the Lessman’s house. Dad, Wes, Brian, Jason and I were hanging out in the living room area and one two of us had just brought back some fries and stuff from a fastfood place. I reached into the bag and stole a couple of Jason’s spicy fries. Wes went downstairs for something and as he was coming back up he threw something (I can’t remember what) toward Brian and it landed in the corner.

Dreams 5-29-05 through 7-29-95

5-29-95 I was already at Eric’s house, well so was mom, dad and Wes. We just barged in and started eating breakfast, the only person awake was Eric’s dad. ….. Then I can’t remember very good but Aric, Eric, me, Wes & Mom & Dad and Darla and Cassie were getting into the truck. Two people rode in the back. Dad drove. Cassie took her car and I took mine. We went to that parking lot to the left of the theatre and did something and,..I can’t…remember….

End

5-30-95 Again I can’t remember everything, but for some reason I left the high school and went to the middle school (west) I think I was in a P.E. class. For some reason I wanted to go to the east campus, so to fake out the teacher I pretended like I had a bloody nose. Then I went into the east gym. I saw James Riddle and Brian Bunk in P.E. uniforms shooting hoops with the 5th and 6th graders. Some how I knew they were there because they were flunking 9th grade.

End

5-31-95 My locker was full length and in a strange place but it was the same color. I opened it and there was nothing in it. All my stuff was gone. Adam said something to me. Then I found a note. I read it, it was from Scott Guire. The note said a bunch of stuff about how I mistreated him. Then he said he would give me my stuff back if I did some of his homework. I said I would so he gave me my English book-but wait! I already turned it in? Then I was at home and Scott gave me all my books. Then he swung my back pack and hit me with it. He yelled “Ya know! I shouldn’t even give you your stuff back!” There was a big toy truck in the back pack. I remember thinking I wasn’t going to do the homework he wanted me to do.

The End

6-11-95 AGAIN, it’s hard to remember these things the way they were. Last night I dreamt there was a hot tub on the stairs at the high school and it was Aric’s. I was in it. ……. Then, Courtney came to visit and when she left she left me a letter in our tree out front.

?END?

6-13-95 Cheryle said “This time Courtney really did write you”. I found a piece of paper with some things she wrote on it but I can’t remember if I found the letter. …. Then I was at school but the whole place was different.

End

6-14-95 Last night I dreamt that me, Wes and Aric went swimming with the youth group. When we were done we went to the church to watch “Pocahantus” . We parked Renny in a garage  there. Aric didn’t want to watch it.

The End

6-15-95 We (me, Wes and Aric) were sitting at a table outside at the north end of the church. There were some girl/s sitting across the table (seniors?). One girl had some greenish silly puddy and she gave it to me. … Then we were talking to Brian….Then me and Wes were at home. We were out back tearing down dad’s scaffolding. Dad was helping. It was rainy out. We had a big pile of wood. Dad said “I said when we set up the modular I was gonna raise it higher with wood. Then dad went to get the truck to move the house. Mom was out back with us. I heard dad say “Come on Smoke! Wanna go for a ride?” It was raining out and there was lightning. Mom said “These people are going to be late for the church pot-luck and they don’t like it. ” I said “Us people?” (Joking) “These people died yesterday..!” Then  I realized she was serious. I looked into the north sky which was dark with clouds. Suddenly I heard thunder LOUD! Everything froze and was completely quiet. I was stiff- I wondered if I was going to heaven now. Then I woke up in bed-stiff.

End

6-16-95 Last night I dreamt I was in a parking lot somewhere. I was about to get into Renny when I saw Devin Grove getting out of a red vehicle. For a second I thought she could drive. She came over to me and gave me her phone number.

End

6-18-95 Courtney lived in Jeff Locke’s old house.  I was in the garage with her and I think dad was there too. I remember something about a Shop Vac and a lawnmower. I think I asked her out and she said no.

End

6-19-95 I called Courtney and Jeremy answered the phone. Jeremy was saying a whole bunch of funny stuff. …..? … Then I actually drove to Courtney’s house. She didn’t live in a neighborhood like i thought. (This was all just after sunset) I rang the doorbell and I think Leonard answered the door and I asked for Courtney. SHe came out with a smile. She walked to a swing set and we started swinging. Courtney asked if I had a girlfriend and when I said “no” she said “uh” All the sudden there were four (play house type)timbers sticking out of the ground around the swing set and there was a brown tarp over it. There was a light somewhere inside. Courtney started playing a tape that she recorded off the radio. We just sorta had fun. …… Then we were at her school in the weight room. Courtney showed me a huge machine for working your legs. She laid in like a pad that had chains from the corners. She pushed with her legs and the thing stretched out. I said “Want me to show you a real squat?” I looked around the weight room and found the bar and two fifties. I looked all around for two more fifties. I couldn’t find them. {Carmen?} was there , I can’t remember what he said. I remember thinking I was just wasting time looking for the fifties so, as if I were just thinking the whole thing, I just imagined the weight I needed. Then I woke up.

End

6-21-95 Me and Wes were recording funny shows in mom & dad’s room, while they were in bed at about midnight. We had the whole dining room stereo in there. Dad had to get up at about 1:00 to go to work. I asked if she could hear us but mom said no. When I asked dad he said yes madly……. Then I was with some kids that were being punished. Mr. young was making us do push ups. I had a red, white and blue jacket on. I had these red brace things on my wrists. …. Then the youth group went to Steamboat in the winter to ski. We flew in in a plane. Everyone was skiing down this little hill into the back of a pick up filled with water. I couldn’t figure out how they were doing it. So I started hiking up the hill. I saw Deni & Brian throwing a little air-plane back and forth. I was going under a bridge when Courtney threw me one of the air-planes. Then I went to the plane that we came on. I got into the pilot’s seat and I taxied the plane into a parking spot. Then I decided to try the skiing thing again. I didn’t have any poles. Only cross country skis, one of which was missing. I put the one on and started skiing down the hill. I was real hard.

End

6-22-95 Me, Wes and I think Aric were at City Market. These people were putting silver plates on everyone’s cars so no one would steal anything. The people’s next to us us’ number was 7777 (I don’t know how may) (I can’t remember ours) I circled around the parking lot to the east side. Sam Flores was standing there and I can’t remember why but I got out and beat the crud out of him and he died. A cop saw me. Me Wes and Aric ran out into the wilderness to get away. We saw a police helicopter and ran … Then they brought us to a prison type of place. It just seemed like these people were totally unfair. They were being real harsh to us for no reason at all. I got mad and I saw an alarm button  and pushed it. The faster I pushed it the faster it went off. We were put in seperate cells made of wood. The slats were like 1X4s. They were kind of like animal cages. Tristen was in the cage next to me. When I asked him why he was all wrapped in string  he said “They put this on you if you go crazy! I wanted out real bad – oh ya, they stripped all of us down to our underwear too — I saw Wes in the cage behind mine. We reached though the slats and grabbed each other’s hands. We were going to bust out…

End

6-26-95 We looked into the northern sky from our back yard and saw about 7 or 8 “hurricanes” I thought “I better put ALL my [news]papers in sacks today. At the top of the street when I was delivering my papers, there was a fancy house and Wes was helping me. He put the paper in the wrong place at that house.

End

6-28-95 There was a spot on the ground out back where ants swarmed and a few hornets landed and some spiders crawled. I was stomping the hornets and spiders. I reached down to pick up one of the dead hornets when I noticed a stinging on my left palm. I looked at it and there was this stuff like black ink on my hand. I figured it was spider poison. I ran into mom’s room to tell her. [All the sudden it was night, she was getting ready for bed and Dad was in bed] I was trying to get mom’s attention but Wes was asking something about Smokey. When I showed mom she said “Hmmm, Spider poison,” Then I woke up and I was laying on my hand cutting off the blood.

End

7-16-95 Me, Wes, Dad and Aric went climbing hills in winter with our skiis on. All the sudden Aric was gone and our skiis were off. Dad broke his arm or something. Me and Wes had to go up and rescue him. I remember thinking about the High Mountain Rangers.

End

7-29-95 I was in a jeep wagoneer with Courtney. She was driving and she stopped on a street where we got out and sat on the hood and watched a TV behind a chain linked fence. …. Then I was home and I was showing Courtney my room. I turned on the black light and then Aric was with us.

End

Dreams 4-16-95 thru 5-27-95

4-16-95 Last night I dreamt the cops were out front wanting to ask questions because Chris Peirce stole the Driver’s Ed car.

4-17-95 I dreamt last night that I had the top half of a dummie and I was using foam pad to make boobs on it. ……. Then I was driving out of the garage in the truck when Troy and Aaron came out of the back yard …. Then we were going down the road. I don’t know who was driving. The sun was below the horizon (basically night) Me, Wes and Aric were in a camper on our truck. Aric had two cute lil’ dogs laying on him. Then we were ready for bed. There was a girl with us (Krista Krummel?) Me, Wes and Aric started singing something. Then  I started us singing “R-O-C-K in the U. S. A.! Then we went to sleep. Then I woke up here in my bed at home. It was 1:30 pm. Then I really woke up at 9:05 am. [still sorta late]

End

4-20-95 I only remember this part of last night’s dreaming. I remember working on a sketch for art. It was of a candle in a holder. The holder had to be a castle. The whole thing had to be sitting on my head-so I had to draw my own face.

End

4-22-95 Last night i dreamt I was playing basketball with Courtney – but it was in the northeast corner of City Market. I remember we squished some grapes in the produce section. Then Courtney had a button in her mouth and she wanted to kiss me. …… Then I was in I was in the bathroom part of a locker room. I had my football gear on. Coach Yester wanted me for something. He called me then went somewhere. I couldn’t find him so I went back to the bathroom.

End

4-23-95 Last night I dreamt that Don Knotts was in his house by his self and he was really scared. It was night and he was in  his bed. He had three pillows. It seems like I was him ??

End

4-28-95 Last night I dreamt I was at school coming up the first flight of stairs when I saw some little kids. I figured they were getting a tour or something. I saw Chucky. Then I saw Tray and I said hi but he acted like he didn’t recognize me so I tried to explain who I was. Then all the sudden I was at Wal Mart or K Mart or something. Brandon was there. I asked Brandon if Wes Pankey  really did carry a gun to school. Brandon said No. …. Then I was at Driver’s Ed but not at the High School, it was in the shop over near the City Park. When I got done Wes (bro) was with me. We drove through the city park road. People were doing something at the L-Pool. Wes said they were going to make an outfield. The L-Pool wasn’t an L though and it was where that tennis court/Parking lot is. Then it was day and I was swimming in it.

End

4-29-95 Last night I dreamt I was looking at the grill of the truck. Then Bo ran away but Bo looked like Grizz… Then I was out in a field fenced in by chain link. There was a wire table in the South West corner.  There were chunks of meat on the ground. Then Bo came back and started eating the meat. So I put a piece on the table and started dragging it so I could lead Bo home …. Then me, Wes and Dad were swimming at Granny’s house with Jenny (She was still skinny)

End

5-2-95 I dreamt that Smokey died, Wes passed me in his Swift comics and my pencils on the counter got knocked on the floor.

End

5-4-95 I dreamt I was at the high school but it was totally different. …… I dreamt I was driving the van to Driver’s Ed.  because I couldn’t drive the car for some reason. I was by myself. Then when I was coming home I was in the car with Wes!?! Then we stopped at The Other Place and I let Wes drive.

End

5-6-95 I dreamt I was in this cave that was for a train only now that I think of it, it was nowhere near big enough for a train. There was a chain link fence and Lee Poole was painting 69 all over it. …. Then I dreamt that I asked Mr. Drolle if we were going to teach the 3rd & 4th graders next week. ….. Then, out in front of the high school  by the front doors was a little play ground and there was a kid playing on it. I can’t remember what, but I said some things to him.

End

5-7-95 There was a classroom (At the high school or church??) it was really big, it was night, there were no windows. There was one light I think. I was playing a board game with some people. Then I found Jason Bacon’s notebook and I was looking through it at his drawings. I saw a picture of Carrot that I drew in there.

5-12-95 I dreamt that I wanted to buy some flowers for mom for mother’s day [At school in real life they are selling roses & violets & I thought about buying one] In the dream they had lots of different kinds of flowers, they even had a kind called Lamborghini. [In real life the price was $6.00 for violets and $8.00 for roses and they're selling Pawstonian magazines for $3.00 and $1.50 with a coupon.] WHen I went to buy the flowers they showed me a stack of papers with scribbles on them. The girls said they were the coupons. You could use them at any store in town. The businesses didn’t really like them but they would except them. So when I bought the flowers they were cheaper. ….. Then I was in the basement, we just found out that Calie had two more kittens….. Then me, Wes Dad and Aric were going to a men’s retreat but it wasn’t at Mt. Elim or Latigo Ranch. It was in the summer. There was a long trail to the ranch. I don’t know how the others got there but me, Wes, Aric and Dad rode our bikes. Dad got either ahead of us or he went with the others.  The bike ride was long and hard through the forest, it was hot.  Wes said “Gee, I wish we had a giant lawnmower pool right now,” Then we came to a porch where we locked up our bikes. Down the hill we saw the cabins. Wes saw all the guys lined up to play volleyball. When we got down there we also saw two swimming pools. I said “How are those lawnmower pools, Wes?”

End

5-17-95 I dreamt that I was with someone watching a movie in Wes’ room. It was called “The Tree”. The movie showed a tree growing and at the same time it showed these two little kids (3&4 or 4&5 year olds) that represented the branches. The boy was a little older so he was a branch lower on the tree. The boy tried to teach the girl things. Toward the end of the movie the girl showed her mom all the colors on her shirt. That showed that she learned something from the boy. To represent that on the tree, the girl’s limb grew leaves. The narrator of the movie explained this. There were other scenes in the movie but I don’t understand how they have anything to do with the movie….. Then, I was coming into my room early in the morning [still dark outside) My Mickey Mouse lamp was on. There was a picture hanging on my door. It was a group of kids (a whole bunch) at First Baptist. I found Wes and Me in the crowd but we were about seven  or eight years old. Then I found Courtney, she was about the age she is now (15) The more I looked at the picture, the harder it was to recognize us.

The End

5-23-95 I had a bunch of dreams last night but the only  part I can remember is being at the southeast end of the high school. There were a lot of kids from my grade there and it was about 6:00 at night. I remember Melissa Kramer asking me to flex.

The End

5-26-95 I dreamt me and Eric already started making our Taiwan report as boring as possible. I remember something about Mr. Field. Then something about Smokey.

End

5-27-95 Last night I dreamt we met Susie at the one place. Then it was a gas station. We were on the 2nd floor. There was the machine that you stick the gas card in. We were buying gas but we were going to get it later. Wes went into an elevator because he had to go to the bathroom.  (There was like a toilet in the elevator) Then I was looking for a card for mom. …… The front porch was a little farther north on the house. There was an entry way to the basement there. I was talking to Courtney and I saw Wes come out of the basement with a huge chunk of coal. I asked what he was doing, he gave me a mean look. And I said, Oh you’re taking it out this way?

End

Dreams 4-9-95 to 4-15-95

4-9-95 I dreamt last night that me, Wes and Aric were drawing on top of the shed with crayons. It was night. The shed was on the post that marks the north border of me & Wes’ area. We didn’t have the back porch.  Mom was looking out through the kitchen window. She was yelling because we were late for supper. When we came inside, Aric was gone and we went into the new room. I think mom was asleep.  Then fire came out of the first joint in the chiminy. Flames caught on our newspaper stack and some other things.  I ran as fast as I could into my room and got my squirt bottle. I ran into the kitchen and filled it up then ran back in there and squirted the fire. …… Then I was in the New Room still, but there was no fire or anything. Dad was sitting in Mom’s chair. I was sitting on the south end of the coffee table looking at Dad’s Sunday School book.  “Did you read that?” he asked. “No” I said. Then Dad asked “Where are you guys at in your Sunday School books?” I don’t remember what I said. “So tell me about it” he said. Then that’s all I remember. [somewhere in there I remember tearing up my ski pants]

The End

4-11-95 Last night I dreamt I was in a mall somewhere. This woman collapsed and she was dead. So some people from my grade got a basket and we sat around the woman and collected money in the basket as if we were going to help her somehow. I remember getting quite a bit of money and that’s all.

The End

4-12-95 I dreamt last night that somehow I was on the moon. It was night but I could still  see that things weren’t any different than Earth: there were trees and bushes. In front of me came a jeep buggy thing. I didn’t see very much. There was a wall about 7 feet tall and 20 yards away. The buggy stopped and some soldiers got out. They were dressed in white and they had what I thought were night vision goggles on. They pointed their flashlights at us (Me & Wes) So I pointed my black pen at them (In all seriousness) Then all the sudden the soldiers were laying on the ground unconscious. I think me and Wes knocked them out. We took their flashlights from them and climbed over the wall. There were aliens back there and we figured out that the flashlights killed the aliens. Then to our left (there was a trail parallel to the wall and was blocked in by trees) down the trail we saw Aric and Wynter hugging. Then we saw an alien coming toward them. We both shined our flashlights at it, killing it. Then we were in this hallway with doors on the ends. I think it was an area where flashlights couldn’t kill the aliens. Then we saw this white alien with yellow eyes. Its body was a little bigger than a dog’s  but about 3 feet off the ground, it’s neck made it as tall as me. It had lines(?) of fur on it. It’s body looked sort of like a bear’s. It’s head did too but it’s ears were bigger. The thing just stood there and didn’t move. We felt like we had to kill it. Wes said “You have an advantage, you’re taller than they are”. I reached out and grabbed it’s neck and started pushing and pulling. The thing was heavy . (Oh yeh, it stunk too) It felt like solid rubber that was soaked with water. Wes started helping and we gradually got it swaying more & more. Finally it fell to the ground with a thud.

End

4-13-95 It seems like I dreamt more last night, but it always does. I was getting out of the truck in front of the 5th & 6th building. Mr Mortensen pulled up in front of me in the Driver’s Ed car. I was going to get in and drive.

End

4-15-95 I can’t remember the order, but I dreamt last night that Chris Craig was in our bathroom on the pot. I was in my room in my T-Shirt and boxers. I turned around and it was morning and Jennifer Rubideaux was standing there and Andrea Darveau was in the hall.  …. Then it was midnight and I went down to the garage. Mr. Mortensen was taking me and Chris Peirce out driving. The car was in our garage though. Then we were driving by a lake (still midnight) and I saw some people down there.  …… Then I was bungee jumping where my head was dipping in the water. ….. Then it was day and there was snow.  There was a party going on. Everyone had alcohol. Me, Wes and Aric were sliding on the snow through the crowd. ……. I dreamt I had a Colorado Rockies wind breaker to go with my ski pants.

End

Josh Anderson’s DREAM LOG The Original Dream Book

Dreams are always so hard to remember, even the clearest ones are so hard to put into words. Well, I’ll try:

Josh Anderson’s

DREAM LOG

The Original Dream Book

3-29-95 Last night I had two dreams. In the first one I was with a group of people, I don’t know who. We were in the mountains and we were water skiing- up a stream with no boat. Then somehow I was in an indoor pool -  with the skis I think. I was looking down at people swimming and I saw Courtney, she glanced up at me but continued chasing Scott Kitchen. I was sad because she only glanced at me. Then I was off the skis and under water – it wasn’t hard holding my  breath. That’s all I can remember, then I was just sleeping until the second dream. I’m not sure if this is how it starts, but I was in the yard-a yard-not ours-and I saw some trash blowing around. It looked like dad’s mail. Then I asked Ricky Chase who was standing there, why had he read my letter? He said “Because I wanted to know the inside word”, he said sadly. Then he started walking up the street in front of our house.  I then went inside to find the letter. In my room was an open box. Inside it was a couple of books, some pictures and the letter. I glanced at the letter but took out a phone that was in the box [some how I was suddenly in mom & dad's room] The phone had two sets of buttons, only one had numbers on it. It had and on & off button and a hang up button.  I thought “I’ll call Courtney on this phone”. All the sudden it was like I had just waken up- I was back in my room and I was about to take the letter out of the box. I couldn’t seem to completely wake up. I kept shaking my head.  Then I really did wake up. I was still anxious to-to…what?  What was I just thinking about? Courtney! Courtney! Oh, the letter. I looked down to my desk and saw the Lamborghini I drew last night-no box-no letter! There was one more thing-somewhere in that dream, I was on our basket ball court with Courtney and for some reason she was crying so I hugged her. It was so real.

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3-30-95 I had two dreams again last night. All I can remember about the first one was that Adrienne  wanted to play football. Me, Wes, Aric and Adrienne were up at the high school practice field with others who were going to play football. Adrienne was arguing with Aric about a college football player.  Adrienne knew more than I did! Well, that’s all in the first one. In the second one, I don’t know how we got there but me, Wes, Aric and I think Adrienne were on a trail at night. The trail cliffed off at the sides.  I can’t remember anything beyond the side of the trail – bushes? Just darkness. Then at the end of the trail there was the Pentagon? The four of us did something there I can’t remember. The sun was out but it was still dark. Suddenly it was like a flare reached out from the sun to where we were and everything was on fire. We started hauling butt down the other way on the trail. The fire seemed to chase us. Aric and Wes got ahead of me because I was looking back at-I was sure now, this girl wasn’t Adrienne she had blond hair? – the girl.  She was crying because she couldn’t keep up with us. I slowed down and crouched and said “Piggy Back”. She jumped on my back and I ran to where Aric and Wes were. I remember as we ran I said “When God comes, He is going to destroy the world in fire!” We all started praying out loud. Then we went underground, safe from the fire. I can’t remember how, it was an elevator I think. We were inside a Public place and we ran to a room. Mom was in the room sitting on a bed. “Are you back from sewing pennies at the Pentagon?” she asked. And that’s all I remember.

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4-3-95 I don’t think I can remember everything  about my dreams last night or all of them. All I can remember about the first one is that I was on the west side of  a white trailer house out in the country. The field it was in had tall weed/grass like the stuff out in the alley. It was a cloudy day and I was looking west at a swing set. I can’t remember much about the second either. I was at the City Market parking lot. Aric walked away from me and put his Bible in the trash can and then he got into a little car -a red 4 cylinder – in the back seat.  I went to the trash can and took out his Bible and went to the car and laid it on the front seat in front of him, his mom was in the driver’s seat. That’s all.

The End

4-7-95 Last night I dreamt I was in Aric’s truck with him and Jason Moyer. “Jaime is a good dog. Do you know who Jaime is Josh?” asked Aric. “Yeah, Lil’ Woof!” I said. “Yeah,” Aric said. Then I looked at my old watch that is about to break and I said “This watch ain’t no stooge” Aric and Jason agreed with me. And that’s all.

The End

4-8-95 My first dream last night, I was here in Craig. I think Craig had some bigger buildings. It seems like I was over at that parking garage behind Ben’s mom’s hair cutting place (in that area) There was an old motel there. It was like each room was a separate little building. This motel really seemed real. I remember talking to mom there. I was thinking about that motel. A business man came from out of town and painted it blue.  everyone was happy because he was going to fix up the place but as soon as he painted he left. Then another guy came and painted it white and had it running for a while. But now, as I stood there, the place was run down. Windows were broken. The paint was chipping. There was trash and junk and weeds all around. Then I looked up into the sky [it was twilight, it was almost night] I saw what looked like a giant sign/billboard flying in an arc from west to east. It had an advertisement on it. It was very normal to me. ….. Then I remember being in a motel room [different than the one I just explained] There was a dime sized hole in the floor. Wes was looking in it and laughing. I looked in to see the room below us’ TV Then I looked back and saw a couple of people. Me and Wes thought it was cool because we could see them but they couldn’t see us. ….. Then I was at some sort of park. [It seemed a little bit like the city park] and I had my right shoe off. I was looking at the swollen spot on my toe [There is a swollen spot on my big toe in real life right now] I was digging  at it and I got something out. ….Then I was riding something – I don’t know what because it was something small and all behind me. The control was like an R.C. control. It had a button for forward and a button for stop/brake. I remember zoomin’ along the street about North Central Craig (about where Paula’s house is) I wasn’t able to stop it real quick. I tried to stop at a stop sign but ended up out in the middle of the street passed it and a car had to stop for me. I stared to go up hill to the left [east]. When a truck came out at me. I turned off the road and went down a little dirt hill. …. Somewhere in all the dreams [I'm not sure if they're all in order] I remember sitting in the back seat of the Ripkoski’s Toyota Camery/Corlla. I remember it was smaller/less knee space in the back seat than our Renault.

The End

Dream 11-24-08

Wes and I were doing something in this river, like maybe looking for something. It seems like we were fully dressed in regular summer clothes. The river was flowing out of a cave and we were in the end part of the cave which had a high ceiling and we were sort of in and out into the sunny day. I remember I climbed a little way a tree or log but my feet were still in the water. There were huge rocks through out. I said to Wes “Look! Lizards!” They were in the stream like they were going with it. Several ran up my leg and fell back into the water. I tried to grab a couple. Then Wes and I went further into the cave and watched as the river flowed in (yeah I guess it switched direction). We heard a repetitive beeping sound and then saw something boxlike floating toward us. We realized it was an old stereo with a built-in alarm clock that was stuck on. I snatched it out of the water as it came by me and set it on the rock next to me. It was like an 80’s era, silver stereo with a dual cassette player and maybe a record player on top? There was also some other type of obsolete player I had never seen before and I think I knew it was a type of player that had failed in the market. I also seemed to know there was a hotel pr something up stream that I thought this had come from. When I woke up it was about 10 minutes before my real alarm clock went off.

Dreams 9-11-05 to 8-10-08

9-11-05 It was Halloween and there kids all over the streets all dressed up. Me and a couple of friends (I think we were dressed up too) were longboarding around. It seems like we were involved in some mischief.

Then at some restaurant some of the members of Restoftomorrow were going to play but Josh Roseberry (the lead singer wasn’t there) So I picked up the mic and started singing/screaming the way their style is. Somehow I was doing really good and everyone was blown away. Then Josh Roseberry showed up and he was drunk and he was like “Whoa! Were you just making up words? That was awesome!” And then I stepped down and let them do their usual thing.

9-12-05 This dream was kind of like I was watching a movie, yet it was like I was the little old lady. In some “project” in some city was this ultra poor area. The houses really were nothing more than little wooden shacks. In this one shack lived a little 60 or 70 year old black woman and her husband. The husband was a small man and a drunk. He was lazy and unappreciative of the little old lady. All he ever did was yell at her. The little lady was kind and hard working and in old age and wisdom she just endured living with him…almost like she was in a prison. This one night at about dusk, the old man was piss drunk and yelling at her and then he passed out on their tiny sofa. She stepped out the back door of the weather beaten shack into a 10 foot by 10 foot dirt area that was their “back yard.” Their fence was a 6 foot high mess of chicken wire and screen strung up by weathered and leaning  2×4’s. She was sad as she poured out the dirty dish water. She then noticed a piece of the 2×4 was coming apart from its post and the fence was about to fall over. She grabbed ahold of the board with frail arms and pulled it back toward her in hopes of reinserting the nails. The rotted post gave way and the fence came down on top of her. She was trapped under the screen mesh with no one around to hear her cries, “Help! Help!” came her weak little voice. She would surely die if no one came to lift the fence off of her. Tears streamed down her face as she realized her drunk husband was passed out and would never hear her. Then her fingers found a small rip in the screen. She tugged at the rip and to her amazement the screen tore fairly easily. As she tore her way out and got her self up off the dusty ground out of the wreckage of the fence she looked toward the setting sun. A great realization washed over her. She was empowered, she out of the prison. The grass before her waved in the breeze and for the first time in so many years she felt free. If this was a movie this is where the music would be rising to an exhilarating crescendo. I think I cried as I “watched” her.

9-13-05 Somehow this small basement apartment that I lived in led into the plane that I was taking. When I got on my plane I was looking for my seat number which was like 66A or something and when I got to the back of the plane there was a huge open area with tables and chairs set up like a restaurant. The back end of the plane was a huge picture window and I sat at my table and watched the earth below out of the window. As with any normal flight I sat with complete strangers. I remember the captain was talking non-stop and I was amazed at how an airplane pilot could know so much about flying and they still have to be good talkers. The guy to my right (Who might have been a friend?) asked if I could get him an orange or a glass of orange juice. I was being nice and so I decided to get it for him. I knew right where to get it in my apartment. I went through a door and I was back on the ground in my apartment. All the sudden panic washed over me-how was I going to get back on my plane? I felt stupid like I just forfeited my plane trip!

9-16-05 I was at work like 10 minutes before 10 (closing) and this old guy came in and wanted me to bind like 50 books. I was telling him there was no way. He was raging pissed off at me.

I was here at Amos’ house but it was a bit different. It was kind of set up like an older house with plants everywhere and I sat down to watch TV. The remote was this huge thing that had a video camera that attached to the side. That cat that we kept outside was outside, but I found another black and white cat in the living room eating cat food out of a dish. I was annoyed.

I was trying to explain this part of the hotel that I worked at to an older couple. I told them about the stairway that let to the kitchen.

9-17-05 Even though I knew they were already married, Wes and Rebecca were having another wedding for some reason. It was at this sort of fancy hotel I think by the beach. The ceremony was just about to start and I realized I forgot my camera. I decided to run back to my room. I ran all around the place, panicking. I couldn’t believe I couldn’t find my room. I was pissed off. Then I saw Peggy Shonts and some other people headed to the ceremony.  I was running as fast as I could and circled both stories of the building. I think I saw mom and she tried to help me remember where it was. Then when it was too late I realized there were two identical two story buildings to the hotel and I was in the wrong one.

9-18-05 Somehow I got on Blackhouse’s mailing list and I got his news letter. But then he turned into Iggy Pop. There were three Blackhouse CDs listed for sale in the front written in Iggy’s sloppy childish handwriting. He was telling me I was the only one on his mailing list.

9-19-05 I watched this film about the crucifixion that some artsy people made. It was mostly black and white and very graphic, even more so than the Passion. All the guys being crucified were naked and you could see their privates. All the guys were pretty rough and not the good looking type like Jim Cavezel. Their crosses were being dragged around by chains with the guys on them. I’m not sure which was Jesus. Then it showed a close up of the flesh being torn off his face. His head was basically a skull and this part was in color. The bone part was a pale yellow and looked more like rubber. It was like they did a bad job of making a skull, it was misshaped and almost cartoon looking.

9-21-05 I don’t know why, but I was hanging out with Karl Kline and Geraldo Pazar (a customer we have at Copy Copy) We figured out how to float on and ride a big balloon. The three of us got on this balloon and we were headed to some game (Broncos or Avalanche?) We were at my home in Craig and we floated the thing down to the park by our house (only it was like we had floated an extremely long distance) We were headed to Australia but it was only like a state or so away. We decided to touch down at the top of this hill (it was like a hill in the desert here in Junction, yet it was only the top of that hill at the park in Craig) I think Karl was going to get lunch and Geraldo had to pee. They got off and I was floating toward the fence of the tennis courts. The damn thing started losing air real fast. I was like “Oh no!” Then as it petered out I sort of fell off on my side. Then Geraldo thought it would be funny to pee on me. He had this thick clear stream of pee and he was like 30 yards away and just started drenching me. I was like “Sick! NO NO NO. Knock it off!” I got so pissed off at him, I had this notebook we were all using for something. I tore all my stuff out of it and basically told him to shove it and I marched off.

9-25-05 I was at work, and I remembered how when I first started, Brittany Richards and Stephanie Mallory worked there answering phones when I first started. Then I was with my family on the couch in our trailor house only it was a different family. I had a sister and her and I were comfortable just sitting there in our underwear watching TV with our parents.

10-11-05 My drum set finally came in but it got here while I was at work. When I got home Derrel was in the garage (only the garage was a lot bigger than it really is) and he already opened them and was drumming on them. I was like “Derrel, dude, let me play my drums” or something.

10-13-05 I was with someone I can’t remember and we were sneaking around in this mansion that was up in the hills somewhere. Then the owners came home and we had to find a way to sneak out.

I looked over into Lawrence’s room and it was really huge and he somehow put his bed away so his floor was really huge and open and his desk took up no space. I was like…cool, I like it.

For some reason we were involved with this group of kindergarden/1^st grade kids. Lawrence and I were invited to come in and watch them during drawing time. They were all in a circle drawing and then Lawrence started saying something to me. He had a slightly crazed but very serious tone “No one’s going to know that were going to do this, but we’re going to start keeping our Snapple lids and recycling them…we’ll do that for a while and then we’ll start GOING for them!” He was so intense on this idea I started laughing at him. I was laughing REALLY hard. Then it turned out that it was SteveO that I was with, not Lawrence. There was a kitchen area at the south of the room. Steven asked one of the teachers if they wanted tea and he said yes. So SteveO went in the kitchen and found everything he needed to make tea. I couldn’t believe he was going to make it from scratch. I about offered him to give him my sugar tea but remembered that was at home.

10-14-05 I was on a plane I think with SteveO. We were in the front area and there was this artist lady who was standing up and drawing all the passengers behind her. The plane was a lot more spacious than a real plane.Then a stewardess told us we could sit anywhere we wanted. So we found these seats that were on a cross isle with no seats in front of them and we were eating pizza. We noticed we ended up by a friend of ours.

10-21-05 I lived in like Denver or something and there was a CopyCopy in one of the huge malls that I worked at. I think I remember trying to drive there and having quite a time in the traffic. I was following someone and we were being cut off by people and cutting people off. Then I was still trying to get there but a part of my normal rout was being worked on and so I had to drive on some train tracks for a bit. After we got where we were going Heather (new Heather that I know-don’t know her last name) was telling us that people were flipping me off, honking and yelling. I was totally unaware and figured my music was on too loud for me to hear. Finally I got to the mall but I was a t a different end than usual. So when I got in I couldn’t find CopyCopy. I was so late and I eventually found it.

I lived in the apartment with Lawrence. We both just chillin’ watching some stupid movie on TV. Then he decided to go to bed. I was kind of bummed cause I wanted to do something. Then there were a couple of our friends over one person who I think was a guy was like in my peripheral, I can’t even remember what he looked like. The other was this cute girl. We were just watching TV and there was some alcohol on the table and Lawrence was back in the room. I remember thinking the girl had homework and stuff to do so she was probably not going to drink. But sometime during the movie (I was so into it that I didn’t even notice) she had been drinking the red wine. I only noticed when she started spilling some on herself. Then she started getting sick. She went into Lawrence’s room where the bathroom was and we heard her throw up. But she was OK and came right back out.

10-23-05 I was out shopping I think with Mom, Dad and Wes. In the store I remember seeing two really little kids on their mom’s buggies. They were super cute little kids. I decided to buy some little pets. I got a cat, a lizard and one other thing but they were super small like the size of small lizards. I had them in a box and they started fighting. So I took one and put him on my head, then I kept the other two apart with my hand. The cat ended up biting the head off the lizard. Then Wes and Dad opened the doors of what they thought was our van but it was car that was the same color. Then they realized and found the van.

10-24-05 I was like some sort of housekeeper for this family that lived here at our house. The end of the street here was a cul-de-sac with no other houses and my bed was sort of out there on the side of the road. The peple had a lot of junk out n the yard. They had this little bitty yellowish orange dog. I was in a deep sleep out in my bed when I was woke up by  my cell phone. The woman was calling to tell me the little dog got out and I need to get him back in the yard. The sun was just coming up and I was annoyed that I was getting up earlier than I had to. I found the dog and he jumped up on my bed. I thought, cool, he’ll just sleep up on my bed with me until I get up. But then he jump back down and ran off. I chased him around and got him back in the yard but he would not stay. He kept running by me and jumping ridiculously high, so high than when he hit the ground he hurt himself. Finally I got ahold of him and spanked him, but he still seemed disobedient. I can’t remember if I finally go him to stay or not.

10-25-05 Five Face Down was playing for a big group of kids in an emptied pool, only it wasn’t concrete, it was just grass. It was still a little damp in the bottom. I don’t know if Josh Roberts was just a guest vocalist or if he had joined Five Face Down, but he was up there. They told everyone they were going to cover MxPx and then they played Heard That Sound. I was so jealous f them. Afterward Josh came over said What’s Up to me.

10-27-05 I was hanging out with Jake. We were walking down the street and as we came into this sort of turn out a car came cruising in (I think it was an El Camino) It was making a U in the road so it could park at the house across the street, but it came really close to Jake almost hitting him. I think they were Mexicans and they were trying to intimidate us. They got out of the car and left it on with their rap music still playing. Jake and I were pissed at them but I figured we’d just keep on walking. Jake walked over to the car and turned it off and took the keys out (Somehow he turned it so the stereo kept playing though) I thought he was going to steal the keys or something but he put them behind the back tire. Then I followed him up to the front door. (I started thinking he was going to confront them and get into a fight) We just walked into the house where we saw a Mexican girl sitting on a recliner. She must of thought we were the Mexican guy’s friends because she just started talking to us. Then the guys (I think just one guy now) came out of a bedroom and when he saw us talking to her, he must of thought we knew her because he just nodded his head and headed out the door. That’s all I remember….

10-28-05 I was hanging out with Brendan Harper in the Harper’s house on Baker. It seemed liked we did a bunch of stuff I can’t remember. At one point he sort of walked over to the couch I was on and I was baffled that he was walking. I told him about my friend Traci who also had Cerebral Palsey who walked with only one crutch. I think he got a phone call and started talking to someone and it lasted for a long time so I told him bye. When I woke up I remembered that Brendan is dead…

10-29-05 This girl and I were taking a bunch of 3 year olds trick or treating. They were all excited to go but as we went out the front door one little girl tripped and fell. We took all this time making sure she was OK and then we decided not to go…

We (I think Mom, Dad & Wes and I?) were in Denver and we were going to a Bronco game. For some reason we couldn’t/didn’t get into the stadium but we were at a house across the street. I was sitting on the couch all suited up. I was a Denver Bronco. I went out the front door and stepped up on some railing and started stretching. My uniform, as well as all the Broncos that day, were the old uniforms. From where I was I could look through a big opening in the stadium. I remember thinking how amazing it was to be at Mile High and be suited up as a Denver Bronco.

3-21-06 I was on this beach walking along a boardwalk. The water was a very beautiful blue. It seems like I was playing with an action figure batman or something. I felt a lillte childish. I think Wes was there and I commented to him how cool the water looked. As if knowing more about it than me he said “That’s fake blue cloring that they put in to make it look like that, see?” he pointed out further to where the water was a typical sea green. Then I was in this restaraunt and it was like it was the beginning of the school year for college. The restaraunt had tears where the tables sat. I was walking up one when I saw Matt Morse eating with some of his friends.

6-17-06 I was riding in this RV with friends down some highway at night. There was something they were doing with the waste hose. I remember looking up in the sky and seeing the Seattle Space Needle (just the top) really huge and hovering like a space ship.

7-30-06 I think it was Lawrence, SteveO and I- I think we were in a house or something near the river on the high bank and we found a door that took us down to the river level. There was this little barge that we were excited to find. We pushed ourselves out into this thin little part of the river and noticed the water was extremely low even thought the little barge seemed to move along fine. It was really winding and soon we noticed there wasn’t even water, just dry river bed. We finally pushed out somewhere a ways down the river.

8-12-06 I think I was taking some people on a tour of Craig and we drove up to Jeremiah Way. The steepness of it kind of scared everyone. As we went down it turned into a mountain pass. There was construction or something and so we had to stop and wait….

8-13-06 In the first part of my dream I approached Paul Watson to try to get the $300 the church owes me for the Eliches trip. He was making all kinds of excuses about not getting it to me and so I told him I would just keep my tithes until they added up to the $300.

Then I was with a group of people (it seems like Shane Knutson, Benson as well as Josh Christianson were there) we were in some sort of garage with a lot of cars were parked. One of the cars was a junker being worked on with the hood open. Some of the guys in our group were taking parts from that car and putting them into all the other nice cars. Then we heard someone coming and we all hid. My hiding spot wasn’t any good. I can’t remember if we actually got caught. Then later (maybe still in that garage?) I had this long conversation with Josh. It was really weird and akward.

8-15-06 It was like the last day of George W’s presidency and I was going up the stairs into Airforce One. First I saw Bill Clinton coming out and shook his hand and said “mr. Clinton,” then I saw George Bush and I remember getting a good firm hand shake and saying “Thank you Mr. President,”. Someone was down talking him just after that saying they wouldn’t shake his hand. I think maybe Hilary was there and she was saying George W was ugly. I said looks didn’t have anything to do with it…

9-10-06 I was going to start a game of paintball with Wes and some other guys. We met behind a Safeway or something where there was a big dirt field. I thought that would be a cool area but then Wes was like “Actually if we go up this hill there’s a better place.” So climbed this pretty steep hill into the woods back there. As we hiked it got cold and we came out into the open and it was a snowy area kind of by a road. I was kind of thinking “Shoot, I need to put a coat on, this is really going to hurt,” Then somebody fired so I began to fire. Then I looked down and realized my hopper wasn’t on. I ran back to go get my hopper and some balls.

8-10-08 (8-9-08) I was at some rocky cliffs like at Lake Powell except it seemed like there were more trees and possibly a neighborhood around. I was holding a Subway sandwhich in a bag  in my left hand and a claw hammer in my right  hand. I ran up some rocks to a familiar point where I was going to jump about 30 ft into the water after I ate. I passed my spot and went a little down into some cavernous kind of rocks and was surprised that some people were there. I guess I had planned to carve JA + AG on the rocks with the hammer. But seeing the people I decided not to. I sat on a rock that had sort of a table rock in front of it and ate my sandwich.

(8-10-08) I was playing at some sort of indoor water park. There was the cool multi-level thing. You started at the top floating or something toward a water fall that brought you down to the next level. Each level had different features to play on. At the bottom you were dumped into the main pool. There were all kind of cushioned things and rolling things to play on.