8-11-95 It was night, I think me Wes and Aric were in Steamboat. Then we saw a bus coming. It was Nall Avenue! They all came out of the bus and I found Meredith. I went up and hugged her. .. . I remember (Dick? Vick?) getting mad at church. … I remember dad burning a hot dog until it was totally black & I scraped some of the black off with a knife.
8-20-95 I was in some sort of secret operation, like a spacecamp thing or something. I had got to know this girl real good, she said she was a Christian. Then one day I found out she was an Iraqi spy. We captured her and locked her up. I went up to her and said “There’s one thing I want to know, are you really a Christian?” And I can’t remember her answer.
8-21-95 Mom was outside in the snow and it was stormy. I was in mom & dad’s room and she was calling me out to help her roll up a bunch of sleeping bags. … I was at the back of the COuntry General and Aric was showing me a weird bow. It was night and the store was closed. All the lights were off except a couple in back. ….. I was playing some of my music real loud in a neighborhood and I was walking down the street or an ally and I could still hear it.
8-22-95 School had started and I was in Science. For some reason I had my Transformers there at school. We had this dork for a teacher and he told me to throw them away, that they were junk. I said no and he said why and I said I was going to be a cartoonist when I grew up and that the Transformers were some of Hannah-Barbara’s best cartoons. He laughed at me and said “Hannah Barbara, huh?” Then I thought about telling Mr. Feight about his lack of respect for my goal in life. ….. Then I was at the Village Inn (different than ours in real life) and I remembered I had to call mom. I called and she was listening to Arrowsmith (?) real loud. Aric could hear it from his seat. Then mom asked to speak to Brandon.
8-25-95 Dad had this thing on his neck and he told me to just cut it off.
8-26-95 Several times I had to go pee SO BAD! And when I did it was a huge load. Then when I wok up this morning I had to pee so bad it hurt!
9-11-95 I dreamt they made Star Trek Generations II The Enterprise got sucked backed together somehow. ……. We got back from somewhere and found out Smokey got into a trash can. I picked him up and brought him to the kitchen where we had the 10 commandments. I showed him which one he broke.
9-16-95 I remember fighting two dogs in Curtis’ yard…… I signed a few girl’s yearbooks and I drew a picture in one. Then Courtney asked me to sign her yearbook and draw a picture in it. It seems like we were in a gym. As I signed she leaned her head on my shoulder.
9-24-95 I gave Courtney a card that said “Lean on me” later she gave me a card that said “Thank you for the “Lean on me” card”.
11-28-96 Let’s see, something about me not painting the backdrop for the First Baptist plays then finding out Wes was in it & I was wanting to paint it today. Then I was out in the front yard with Shannon (Pratt) and Justin. I had a wig that looked like Amy Cashion’s hair. I had it on when Jennifer Eggers came out and was complaining about having to work or something. She left and then Shannon was saying something about hitting her tongue on Justin’s teeth. I said something like “Me too-like this” (We were on the ground) I leaned over to tap her teeth with my tongue and then all the sudden we started frenching. Then all the sudden I was in this small adobe house- I think it was in Mexico. I was in my underwear and went next door to get a hot-dog & then went across the dirt street & into another adobe house. I came in and said “Watch out naked man comin’ in” Behind a curtain I heard Andrea Matson yelling at me. ALL THE SUDDEN John Candy was by a lake (Still in Mexico) the day was cloudy. He was in a police suit or something. He was talking to a police officer when he turned around and saw a garbage truck backing in & falling in to the lake. “I can’t believe what I’m seeing!” He yelled as the other officer pushed him into the water, since John Candy was fat-he floated good- the officer gave him a push and he floated out…I saw a mountain behind the lake. The sky was black and the mountain looked like a cartoon – ALL THE SUDDEN I was at home. Mom, Dad and Wes were watching the Bronco game. I was riding a bike in the house. I asked them how could that mountain be like that. I started to watch the game while they took their attention off to talk. I saw a Bronco receiver jump real high to catch a pass and when he came down his head lodged into the ground. It looked like he would have broke his neck & died but he got up(with helmet in ground) and walked off. “Did you see that?” I yelled at dad. The news showed a flash of this happening to a guy who fell off a building and it killed him.
1-22-01 I dreamt me, Wes Josh and Jared (maybe Jesse) went to World Harvest and the pastor was preaching along. I wasn’t really listening but all the sudden I realized he just said “We’re going to bark in the spirit” The whole church started to sort of growl & then bark. I looked at Josh and Jared and [Josh] Jared rolled his eyes. Oh yeah, then I remember I (&mom & Wes??) were on the top of the “funny looking building” in Denver. I saw a little hotwheel truck and kicked it off the side. (It was night) Then I was like -oh no-that could kill someone.
6-19-01 One of my many dreams last night I was riding with John in his jeep @ night. In his messy jeep I found this huge conglomeration of remotes. Stereo, TV, VCR, DVD…whatever. On it was a little clear plastic box with a spring mechanism inside…a game? When John realized I found it, he confessed he took it from Josh C. He then made a comment about my shaved head-something about Josh and I being bald.
6-19-01 Well it’s like 4:54 right now so I’ve almost totally forgot this dream. The school year started and all of us that have quit Campus Crusade were there at the 1st meeting of the year. There were tons of new people. Seems like we were trying to get people to “defect” to our new group. ….. Then I was here at the J House but the upstairs had 4 bedrooms and I was moving over to the Northeast one. I remember thinking that after I moved then I would have been in every bedroom in the house(was there a basement??)
12-3-01 (I have my hair dyed black right now) I dreamt I had antibiotic cream all over my hands while I was fixing my hair and it dyed my hair blond really well- so I had this frosted look- it was cool.
1-15-02 It seems like I had just got back (to Craig?) from Christmas (in Denver?) break and it was Sat & Sun before I had to go back to school. It was clouded over and dark. Darin had come over to see Wes. For some reason I had these punk friends. I don’t think they were Christians. They were in a band and somehow I volunteered to sing back up vocals for them. Their show was a loooooooong ways away (Salt Lake?) and we were going to go and be back Sunday. I asked them to wait real quick while I ran and repacked my bag. Mom & Dad were OK with it and even smiled as I left. Their car was small like a hatchback. We got going only Darin & Wes decided to follow us in Darin’s Maxima. I remember we stopped in a mountain range in a canyonish area. There was some sort of war or spiritual activity going on. A skeleton ran over toward us and I hit it in the back. When it hit the ground it busted apart. I picked up an arm and found out it was plastic. I heard a girl say something like Why’d you do that? We continued on our journey and I met Jennie and Josh at (Jeni’s parent’s house? but not in Denver) We all had pizza together.
9-30-02 I dreamt I was flying an F-16 over Grand Junction. I think there was a pilot in the back seat guiding me because I gunned it over the city and he said I wasn’t supposed to do that-I should wait until we’re over an unpopulated area-so I flew over the Monument.
2-14-03 I dreamt I was [skateboarding?] and these little teenagers kept trying to trip me up. They had this blow-up figure that they could blow up real fast. When I came by they would blow it up in front of me to try to scare me. I was never even startled by it and finally decided I was tired of it. I took the closet kid and threw him onto a car. They all got scared and left me alone.
2-15-03 I [we] lived in this sort of house, more like a small office type building and it seems like it was at the/an airport. We had a space shuttle parked outside alongside our own cars. I remember thinking I need to go take a picture of it while we still have it parked out there. Then we had this little remote control space shuttle that was constantly circling the parking lot. I laid down on my stomach along it’s track and somehow propelled myself and then chased it.
10-13-03 We got a new poodle to replace Smokey. He looked almost just like him only more like a poodle. We were teaching him tricks like Smokey used to do and he seemed to be learning to give me “five”.
Then there was a huge black widow in the new room. It’s butt was the size of a golf ball. I was like “Wes! Go get your blow gun!!” But he wouldn’t, and instead started poking it with his finger. It didn’t move. So then I poked it and my finger sunk into it’s back and we killed it.
10-15-03 I was with Mom & Dad eating at a place like Johnny Carino’s. Dad had gotten a new job as something like a state patrolmen at the mine. He was telling us about some guy that he pulled over. I was watching the waitresses. One got off to go home while another was left by herself to wait all these tables and she was pissed.
10-16-03 Wes was in the new room playing a video game and I was playing my music on the stereo. I had my music really loud but when mom & dad went to bed I turned it halfway down. After like half an hour I realized this was still way too loud and turned it down to like 10 percent. It still seemed really loud and finally I went back to see how loud it was by their room. When I got back there it was still really loud and mom was in bed with the light on. I asked her if she could hear the stereo and she said yes. I felt really bad.
10-17-03 I was at work although the place was set up different. It was dark (rainy?) outside and we didn’t have any lights on in the store. It was just Annette, Molly & me. The there was some young guy on our self serve and we had my CD playing. It was a Christian CD and it said something about Jesus or something and the guy repeated it and laughed.
10-23-03 Benson and I went to Boston’s to hang out only when we got there it looked more like a pavillion at a park. We got seated and then all the sudden tons of high schoolers started coming in. It was like a graduation party for Fruita Monument. Benson got up to go to the bathroom and never came back. The place was so packed with high schoolers I think I was the only one there not from Fruita Monument. Eric Knoche was there as a waiter and I talked to him for a minute. Then a band started playing on the stage. It was a band of fellow HS students. I looked over to my right where the concrete ended and the grass started. There was a kid there who looked like the kind of kid that no one likes but he thinks he’s really cool. He had his own guitar and amp and started to play. There was a teacher next to him that told him to stop. Then the lead guitarist up on stage’s guitar quit working. I happened to be right where all their cords hooked up to the sound system. A teacher was trying to help figure out what was wrong. I offered to let them use my guitar cord but I told them it was broken too.
10-25-03 I guess I worked at some sort of hotel/motel. I was in a room cleaning? There was a knock on the outside door and when I opened it there was a 10 year old kid there and he said “You suck” and then tried to come in. I said “Ut unh,” and wouldn’t let him come in. Then his brother about 15 came up and insulted me as well; I wouldn’t let him in either. Then their dad came and he was nice to me so I let them in. I was showing them the room and then I looked up into a tank near the high ceiling above the shower. Through a square window I could see raw sewage. It was so gross and I was like ‘Ut oh, better flush that’. While they weren’t looking I flushed it. ……. I remember Naomi (over at our house in Craig?) She was frazzled and looked different and was rambling about something.
10-26-03 Last night in real life I drank a whole bottle of champagne so I was a little drunk this morning in my sleep. In my dream a bunch of us including Wes and Jesse had a new apartment. It looked inside a bit like Rhonda & Jesse’s new place but I have no idea where it was. We were just getting stuff moved in. (I think this part was a t the end of a previous dream that had something to do with driving in a car with a whole bunch of people) Anyway, I think it was morning. and I was still feeling drunk. I went on a bike ride with Rhonda & Jesse. We went up 1st street and all around somewhere I can’t remember. Then we came down 12th street (all the sudden it was like sunset) I had a hard time stopping and I skidded because I was a little drunk. Then Jesse and I tried to race off the line. When we got across 12th we were on a grassy slope and it was the middle of a sunny day. We stopped to talk at (I think a stone table) and I remember Rhonda came around to my side. Then I walked around behind her. Then we got back on our bikes and went up the grassy slope. I saw a green rag on the ground that I knew was ours from our place.
10-27-03 Right when I woke up I remembered so much but then it all slipped away. All I can remember was (watching TV?) and there was this reality show on, now I can’t even remember the plot of the show. There was this pool at this mansion. There was a black chick floating on an air mattress and a white chick laying on a towel or chair beside the pool. Suddenly a tiger came through the gate toward them. The black chick saw the tiger coming she sat up and screamed. The white chick who was tanning in a fluorescent green bikini jumped out of her chair and ran from the tiger. Somehow the tiger got ahold of both of them and basically laid them over and hugged them and that was it…
10-28-03 Wes was quitting Pizza Hut for a better job. I remember he had done a stint at Applebee’s and I was wishing I had worked there. Somewhere in my dreams I blew out the back tire on my bike again and I was PISSED off.
10-29-03 I was in a Christian bookstore I think. I saw this guy wearing a Circle of Dust shirt and I said “Circle of Dust! Rock on!” He said he hadn’t really heard them that a friend gave him the shirt. He said it was weird he hadn’t heard them considering he knew all the guys. I was like “You KNOW them?” He was like yeah and listed their names. I was like you know Buka and Level and all of them? He was like Buka yeah…Level? And I said Dan Levler? And he was like Oh yeah, Dan Levler. I was like, dude, you should check out Dan Lever’s stuff, Level. It is the best music, BAR NONE! Then I met some other kids but I gave that guy my card so we could stay in contact.
10-30-03 For some reason I felt like I wanted to nail down a window on my computer screen. So I started driving a nail right into my monitor screen. It went in without breaking the screen but it sent up an error message. I felt like maybe I shouldn’t have done that. …There were these (tour guides?) and at the end they pretended to fall down this steep slope/cliff. But I could tell they were just dummies sliding down the mountain. Then I was one of them and we spoke in Aussie accents. It was just 3 of us then 2 of us and we went into this cave and followed this alien for a while….
11-7-03 I was being chased by some “bad guys”. I was up on Horizon (I think maybe I was in the Adam’s Mark?) They had been chasing me for a while. Then I think I was on a Harley trying to run from them in cars. I remember trying to plot which way to go. I went through the Pizza Hut parking lot but it was where Burger King is.
11-9-03 I can’t remember the sequence at all. I remember leaving a neighborhood with mom, dad & Wes like we were evacuating. I remember we had little bags with baby birds? in them. I think we were packed up in an old Cadillac? Before that I remember trying to get a mouse or a gerbil out of a cage and thinking I needed to grab his tail. I remember being the garage or basement of a house (supposedly the J House?) and someone…it was that black lady, the oracle from the Matrix Revolutions, was telling me to paint a trashcan a certain color but I said no, because the current color (dark green) matched the trim of the house. But of course the house now has white trim. Then later, Wes and I were getting our last things before evacuating our house (mom & dad were outside waiting) Then we looked into the hills (because there was no wall on that side of the house) (it was night) and we saw lava or fire coming toward us. A crack glowing orange was coming right for us, we had less time than we thought. We grabbed a few last things. I grabbed a stuffed bag that had my cell phone clipped to it and we ran for the car.
11-10-03 I was at the mall and saw that girl that was at Tami’s party (in real life dressed as a Hooters girl and I have seen her once eating at Red Robin and once working there) she was working at a Keosk and I thought, jee she has a lot of jobs. ……I was with Amber in her truck. She had a full size, extended cab Dodge Ram. It was dark green and she was hauling 2 big ranch water tanks. We were just sitting there talking at the top of this hill (Sort of like up by First Baptist in Craig) Then we decided to go and started driving down this street. This girl in a small car pulled out in front of us and Amber came close to hitting her. We both were driving down the left side of the road. I thought it was some punk kid and then realized it was a cute girl. She pulled into the house right across the street from where we were pulling in. We saw some guy that I think Amber told me was Joel’s dad.
11-11-03 I was living in a duplex I think. It was raining outside. I looked out the window and saw Star Murry coming. She just walked in the front door. We talked for a while.
11-13-03 I was in the New Room but I think it was Josh Cunningham’s house. There was a dry erase board hanging over the TV on the east wall. It rolled down like a projector screen. I started drawing something on it but Josh gave me a look like I shouldn’t do that. Then Wes was copying me and started drawing this little skeleton guy all over everything (the sides of videos, etc.) Courtney was there and wherever Wes drew that she wrote “Never did interest me”. It seemed like she was referring to a famous basketball player though.
11-14-03 I was on some street corner when I met some famous guy…I can’t remember who he was…Ben Stiller? Matt Damon? Ben Afleck? Anyway, he needed a ride somewhere and was offering me a tip. I couldn’t take him. Then I told him that my brother met Billy Bob Thorton and Billy Bob gave him a $100 tip. He sort of laughed and said “Here” and showed me a dollar. …… I was swimming in a public pool with Drew Barrymore. She had a nice body and was wearing a pink bikini. The pool was kind of nappy. As she climbed out she showed off her body. Then she got into the kiddie pool. She turned into a big fat chick. There was little to no water left in the kiddie pool. I went over there to join her but she was stupid and she farted toward the drain. I was like EWWW! And went to dive back in the big pool. I jumped really high and dove in all the way to the bottom and hit my head. I woke up holding my breath.
11-24-03 I remember being “intimate” with Audra. Then I was in this sort of basement/dorm area with Jesse. We were on a reality show and the camera crew or whatever wanted us to pretend like we were just waking up. My bed was right next to Jesse’s and we were laughing about something. Then I was in a stairwell of a big building and was headed out to the woods. There was a report of a sighting of the Sasquatch. When I got out there it was pretty dark, but then I saw him running from my right. He had this corny look on his face and was wearing a bull horn helmet (like a viking). Then somebody (a news cameraman?) told me that was their fake one to try and scare out the real one. It’s fading now, but I’m pretty sure I saw the real one running through the trees.
12-14-03 Seems like I was in an abandoned parking garage or maybe at a construction site. Molly was there and some how both of us ended up in our underwear. She had a blue bra and panties. For some reason we were at a point of being completely truthful with each other and she was almost at tears and looked me in the eyes and said “Josh, you’re SO perfect” like she had wanted me for a long time and now because of something I can’t remember she was letting it all out. I hugged her.
12-16-03 Felicia and I made up. So I ended up at her family’s house and she was giving me a tour of the house. It was real early in the morning and her parents were still in bed. For some reason we went into her parent’s room and walked by the sides of the bed and I felt real awkward. Then she showed me her sister’s room and it was painted purple. I said “purple” and made a face.
1-12-04 It seems like I was traveling with someone and had to stop at this school for some reason. I think it was a middle school but someone told me it was Grand Junction High School. Whoever I was with went with me to a locker room and we, or just me changed and then they went somewhere else. I changed in some blue Pajamas but I thought they passed as workout clothes. I put my stuff into a locker and some sequins or something fell out on the floor. Then I had to go to the bathroom. I spent the rest of the dream wandering around this small school. I kept coming back to the locker room which was in a way joined to the band room. Once I found the front office and as I passed by a guy my age working the desk said “Josh”. I stopped and I faintly recognized him but couldn’t place him. He had long hair and said something to me. I was like “Where do I know you from? Is it Pizza Hut?” No he said. “High school?” I saw some of the kids look at me. I think he said yes to that. Then I continued down the halls. I passed by a teacher who saw my sequins on the floor and she said something like “Who made the mess?”. A few more times through the locker room but I never did find the bathroom.
1-19-04 I came to work on my “Monday” and I noticed we had a new computer with a new register. (It was normal that our registers had computers). It was CopyCopy but my boss was Dan from Pizza Hut. Then all the sudden I realized they annexed the building next to us which was a library. They let the lobby area stay the library with their own computers and then we had more computers for us in the back. I was confused and aggravated as to which were ours. Seems like mom & dad and Wes were there…
2-2-04 All I remember is looking up at the inside of the dome of White Hall. It was much bigger and was quite an attraction.
2-4-04 I was hanging out with this old guy who just retired. He was sad because now he didn’t know what to do with his life. We were sort of in his driveway and garage. He had lots of cool stuff, like a record/ 8track/ tape/ multi-disc CD player. I asked him if he had seen About Schmidt and he said yes. I told him there was still hope of having fun in life.
2-8-04 I was at a retreat (I don’t think it was necessarily a Christian retreat). All the guys there were dressed in the latest fashion. They all had long shaggy hair, dirty pants, etc. I had been talking with some girls (Deidre and Erika?) and I held a particular stance in an argument. They were really trying to convince me. Ashton Kercher was there and overheard the argument. So he took me aside to try to explain it to me. It was like we were buds. I remember I put my arm around his shoulders and we were walking around the room. He was really tall and it almost felt like I was hanging off his side. We came around to an area where some dudes were playing hackey sack but with a bouncy ball. This one guy and girl were talking and Aston stopped and asked if he could butt into their conversation and then asked if the guy if he agreed with his point. The guy said yes. The bouncy ball flew toward Ashton and he kicked it back into their game.
2-12-04 I was hanging with a bunch of friends out at this house in the country. We were going to do a demolition derby I think. Jarrod Jeffery (from High School) got into a little bitty Toyota and started to drive real fast around the yard area (it was like all sage brush). About that time somebody was coming in the front gate in another small vehicle. Jarrod T-Boned him and his truck flipped upside down. Me and everyone else out there were freaked out and didn’t know what to do. We wouldn’t call 911 because we thought we would get in trouble. Finally we went over there and for the longest time I couldn’t see either of the drivers. I think the 2nd guy had already got out. Finally we pulled some wreckage out of the way and pulled Jarrod out. I guess he was OK. Then it was morning out at that house. Benson was pretending to be a big dog and chase me around the house, but he couldn’t catch me.
2-25-04 I was in this bed next to Molly and on the other side of her was Eliza Dushku. They were in like bed clothes and I was in my skivies like usual. We were talking about this Nicole Nordman CD and I forgot she was Christian. Molly and Eliza liked the CD. When I looked at it I remembered it was Christian and I thought Eliza must be a Christian (I had no idea it was Eliza, just some hot girl)
11-19-04 I think It was last Saturday when Benson and the Hawaiians were having a party and some freshman was disrespecting their house. They asked him to leave and on his way out he put his hand toward Fuey. Fuey thought he was going to punch him and so Fuey decked him in the face. The kid had to get like 12 stitches. Anyway, Benson lifted him up and brought him into the house so they could make sure he was OK. That same night (I had no idea any of this happened) I dreamt that Jeremy and I were moving into a house and we shared a room downstairs. It was night and we had some people over including Benson. We heard something and went upstairs (I think the electricity wasn’t on yet) to find two guys in beanies with sacks over their shoulders coming out of the kitchen robbing us. Benson picked up one of the guys and threw him down the stairs. For some reason a whole bunch of people showed up outside like they thought we were having a party. Some older guy (like a Harley type guy) seemed to side with the robbers and was at the door like he was trying to make me/us leave. I said “Are you with the police?” he said no. I said, “Then I need you to leave” And so he and most of the people left but there were a lot of hot girls and we told them they could stay.
11-19-04 I think it was Wednesday when I had this dream (today is Friday) I was at this house with a bunch of friends (I think it was my house and maybe some of the others) Wes was there too. Somehow I knew we were all Christians and I think in some way we doing something for God or something. Well, about two thirds of us decided to go somewhere for a little while and a few stayed at the house, including Wes (It was night and I think the house was out near a forested area) We did whatever and then came back. Inside we found spray painted words on the walls. I can’t remember what the words were but I remember feeling that they were evil, like some satanists came and put them there. Then we walked into the room where the others were. Everything in the room had been turned upside down. The chairs, lamps, tables, etc. And the weirdest part was everyone in there was in some sort of hypnotic trance where they seemed to be asleep and they were upside down too. I remember looking at Wes, he was sort of in a tripod with his head and hands on the ground. I think all their bodies where in a seated position. I can’t remember, either we said something or they just came out of it, but the all came to. As they did, they fell out of the upside down stances. I remember the look of bewilderment on Wes’ face. He had no idea what had happened.
11-21-04 I dreamed I was at Diedre, Erika & Laura’s apartment and I got too tired to come to my apartment so they were going to let me sleep there. They gave me a couple of pillows to lay on. Then Laura said something that made Erika REALLY mad. I think that was all before the next dream. I was at some Door activity but we were all in a basketball arena up in like the second tear looking down on the court. I was sitting by Lawrence and Paul Watson. Paul had set up a special leadership team that Lawrence had joined and he was talking about places to have a meeting. Then I remember him saying “I mean, we could even catch a flight somewhere for 40 minutes(or miles?) and have the meeting on the plane. Fly to wherever and then back” I couldn’t believe he said that, so I said “That would be really expensive,” and he was like “Yeah, I guess it would be, that just shows I’m not good with money”. Then we looked down to the court and the Denver Broncos started coming out only it sort of changed into a practice field. They had on the old blue helmets with the orange “D” I was like “All-right the good old school helmets,” Then some of he players had orange helmets with the “D”. Then it was like I was one of them or something. It was just a scrimmage but I guess there were some Raiders down there. One of the Broncos caught a pass and was running kind of toward me and one of the Raider guys (a big guy) went to tackle him. The Raiders was being dumb and didn’t wear a helmet. They collided head to head and the Bronco laid the Raider out and busted open his head. There was no blood but water was gushing out of his head. I thought that was really strange. I think I went over to look at it. It seemed like he already had a scar running from the back to the front of his scalp right across the top.
11-27-04 A night or two ago I was dreaming that I was trying to have lunch with Jessica Rayfield, but everywhere we went wasn’t working so we had to move like 3 times. I remember having to pee at one of the places and it was like that place behind the tennis courts at our house in Craig. It was night and the tennis court lights were on. I was trying to pee behind a tree so she wouldn’t see. One of the places it seems like she wasn’t even there but there was a cliff down to some (water?) or oil or something black and liquid. There was a tree branch or a log that over hung the cliff. Erika and someone else fell off the branch into the mud or oil or whatever and I ran or jumped down there to the side and reached in and pulled her out.
4-8-05 I was at a (motel?) hanging out with MxPx. I was asking Yuri about “the punk beat”. He was telling me about some variations to it but then they had to go.
Then I dreamt Wes and Rebecca bought a house. It was really nice, like two stories and they were already all moved in.
7-12-05 I was a Canyon View Vineyard Church (maybe after working on the Vox? It was night) I heard some glass breaking and rounded to the front area. Around a corner I could see some kids picking up sticks and hitting rocks through a window. In the back of my head I knew the church had a problem with the windows being broken out and now I was like “Ah ha, I caught them!” I noticed a ladder leading to the roof and they climbed up it. I decided to quietly follow them and see where they were going. They went into a window that was set back up there. As I came in I saw in the distance two kids and a taller guy that I had followed in. Then I heard a narrator (as if this was on the news and I could hear the reporter) He said something about them which was almost like him trying to convince me of something I didn’t want to believe. The taller guy was Curt Lincoln. Then they went into a bigger room where there was like a Young Life meeting going on. Then I saw Steven and maybe Amos and (Lawrence maybe??) And I decided to confront Curt. I guess I told him that I saw them doing that. Curt got kind of an annoyed “You don’t understand” look on his face. “You can’t turn these kids down [and scare them away from the Kingdom]” he shook his head like he knew I wouldn’t understand and walked away. I was just standing there thinking…wow, I have always thought Curt was like the perfect servant of God but after seeing this, I see he’s not perfect.”
Then I was here at the house getting ready for [the first day of school?] I was putting on some kind of nice clothes. I looked out my window and there were three cows just lounging around in our backyard. I looked over and noticed the fence on the southside had been knocked down. I was annoyed and told Amos.
9-8-05 For some reason I was in this guy’s hotel room. He was having problems with his computer and I felt compelled to help him. I vaguely remember hearing someone on somebody’s cell phone; they were so pissed off and yelling that I could hear them a couple of feet from the phone.
Then I was back in Hawaii. I was laying on the beach. In the news they were talking about the suns rays becoming more and more deadly. I and everyone around me knew it wasn’t much longer before the sun would be too harmful for us and we would need to completely avoid it. I was trying to soak up every last bit of it while I still could. I remember just sort of staring at a palm tree and the waves and thinking how perfect and beautiful it was. Then I looked over and noticed like a sort of enclosed tide pool and saw some dolphins in it. I was thinking ‘Cool! I’m seeing dolphins in Hawaii!!’ . Then I saw a little kid riding one and thought, “I have got to go do that”.
9-9-05 I went home to Craig with Wes & Rebecca and we got Jason & Pam to come with us. I remember mom and I were trying to convince them to stay throughout the weekend but they were only going to stay a night. I remember thinking it was cool that they were meeting my parents cause I met theirs. Then we went down into the garage and dad and me and (Wes?) we playing keep away or something with the baseball. I remember mom and dad just being REALLY happy that we were there.
Then I was going on a trip some where I can’t remember but I was going to fly north. I was flying on these weird planes where there was a line of seats outside like on or under the wing and your feet just hung kind of like a rollercoaster seat. The planes were actually towed by really small little one person planes that pulled them like a tugboat and was only connected by a chain. I remember the captain or someone was saying the if the plane went down the guy in the little plane had no chance of surviving. Benson was the pilot of one of the little planes (either mine or someone elses’) Then we began take off. These planes were made to fly real low and so we never got real high off the ground. I was struggling the whole time to get my seatbelt on. There was like a cover over the seat back and I was trying to get under it to where my seat belt was.
Then I was in a nice house that I’ve never seen before, but I knew it was the Lessman’s house. Dad, Wes, Brian, Jason and I were hanging out in the living room area and one two of us had just brought back some fries and stuff from a fastfood place. I reached into the bag and stole a couple of Jason’s spicy fries. Wes went downstairs for something and as he was coming back up he threw something (I can’t remember what) toward Brian and it landed in the corner.